Ah, I think I caught a cold (>_<)
I am dizzy right now. I think I'm only half-awake when I typed this.
Just my luck...
I must do something but now...
I crave for wasabi...
Kinda weird, no?
I don't want sushi but I want to eat wasabi...
What is happening to me? (-.-')
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
It has Come
Everyone!
I apologise for the lack of updates lately (>_<)
I'm just having a couple of problems right now. (-.-')
Nothing to worry though.. It's not something serious. I am relaxing right now (-_-)y-~
Anyway I'm downloading many Alice Nine and Versailles video now so...
I'm gonna watch them later.
Nyappy nyappy, everyone.
I apologise for the lack of updates lately (>_<)
I'm just having a couple of problems right now. (-.-')
Nothing to worry though.. It's not something serious. I am relaxing right now (-_-)y-~
Anyway I'm downloading many Alice Nine and Versailles video now so...
I'm gonna watch them later.
Nyappy nyappy, everyone.
Friday, February 20, 2009
The Cold Wind
Lately people around me are having problems...
They are projecting this 'stress aura' toward others. Even now I feel depressed just by talking to them. (>_<)
Some of them even told me they would rather die. f(-.-')
I don't like it when people said that...
Why can't we just live happily without looking back to the painful memories?
Why can't we just keep moving forward?
Sometimes I will shed tears for their simple outlook of life.
Why do they want to discard theirs while others wish that they will live forever?
People whose thoughts before sleeping is 'I hope I will rise to the morning sun'.
..........
It is raining now.
I hope the purity will cleanse the world of tainted thoughts.
They are projecting this 'stress aura' toward others. Even now I feel depressed just by talking to them. (>_<)
Some of them even told me they would rather die. f(-.-')
I don't like it when people said that...
Why can't we just live happily without looking back to the painful memories?
Why can't we just keep moving forward?
Sometimes I will shed tears for their simple outlook of life.
Why do they want to discard theirs while others wish that they will live forever?
People whose thoughts before sleeping is 'I hope I will rise to the morning sun'.
..........
It is raining now.
I hope the purity will cleanse the world of tainted thoughts.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Eve
Now it is 18th February.
Today is the birthday of Rei (Danger Gang).
A toast to all those celebrating any special event today.
Today is the birthday of Rei (Danger Gang).
A toast to all those celebrating any special event today.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Dopamine.. What?
Teru really cracks me up xD.
Students have been asking him how to study efficiently and he replied with a brief lesson into biology.
Now I have found the mystic connection (^.^)/.
Students have been asking him how to study efficiently and he replied with a brief lesson into biology.
Now I have found the mystic connection (^.^)/.
Reflex
This cannot be helped but...
Whenever my playlist reached 'Vision of You' by Rentrer en Soi, automatically I will crank up the volume and set it on 'repeat'. Then I will listen to it until my head throbs because of the chaotic beats.
Just imagine, on the first day I got it, the play count already reached 100...
It is very addictive.
It is very unfair that Satsuki have a wide range of vocals.
Whenever my playlist reached 'Vision of You' by Rentrer en Soi, automatically I will crank up the volume and set it on 'repeat'. Then I will listen to it until my head throbs because of the chaotic beats.
Just imagine, on the first day I got it, the play count already reached 100...
It is very addictive.
It is very unfair that Satsuki have a wide range of vocals.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Hateru...
Lately I always feel sleepy during the day and wide awake during the night.
What is happening to me? f(-.-')
Right now I feel like succumbing to the desire to close my eyes...
By the way I watched my friend playing with siblings yesterday (^_^).
I totally envy that...
I am not good with children (>_<). And I have this uncanny ability to make some babies cry when they are brought near me. Very weird...
Maybe it is my hair that scares them *laugh*.
What is happening to me? f(-.-')
Right now I feel like succumbing to the desire to close my eyes...
By the way I watched my friend playing with siblings yesterday (^_^).
I totally envy that...
I am not good with children (>_<). And I have this uncanny ability to make some babies cry when they are brought near me. Very weird...
Maybe it is my hair that scares them *laugh*.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Dimmed Vision
Just got home from a carnival with my friends.
I am so tired now (>_<)...
But I had so much fun today d( -_^). I got to enjoy the carnival games, although I could not win in the 'Tin Alley' *laugh*. It was hard targetting the cans with a small ball. Guess I do not have a keen eye... f(^.^')
And there was also this 'haunted house'. "ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK!" was what the signboard screamed. It looked pretty scary though (-.-'). I psyched myself to try it out and managed to keep a straight, blank face *laugh*. It was very dark inside, and it smelled like formaldehyde (I think).
Now I'm worn out... I slept for two hours only last night so imagine the fatigue and sleepiness that accumulated... *sigh*
I shall return to my resting place to commit noble deeds.
I am so tired now (>_<)...
But I had so much fun today d( -_^). I got to enjoy the carnival games, although I could not win in the 'Tin Alley' *laugh*. It was hard targetting the cans with a small ball. Guess I do not have a keen eye... f(^.^')
And there was also this 'haunted house'. "ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK!" was what the signboard screamed. It looked pretty scary though (-.-'). I psyched myself to try it out and managed to keep a straight, blank face *laugh*. It was very dark inside, and it smelled like formaldehyde (I think).
Now I'm worn out... I slept for two hours only last night so imagine the fatigue and sleepiness that accumulated... *sigh*
I shall return to my resting place to commit noble deeds.
Secret Strawberry
I really want to watch Rentrer en Soi's last live...
I will try to find a video of it.
Reason for disbanding: it was said that the whole band had come to conclusion that they had reached all their dreams and achieved what they desired as a band. After a discussion they all agreed to make this very painful decision.
One of their fans stated that he is glad that Rentrer en Soi disbanded like that. His reason is: they disbanded during their successful era (they just released Megiddo when they announced it). It was better off this way before the band encounter any serious problem, making them infamous rather than famous.
I read their profile just now and seriously it touched me deep inside (>_<).
The link to this profile:
http://www.jame-world.com/us/database-artist.php?id=167
I know that Jasmine You (Versailles) had come to their last live and he said that it was very sad.
Thank you for all the good works, Satsuki-tachi. (ToT)/~~~
I will try to find a video of it.
Reason for disbanding: it was said that the whole band had come to conclusion that they had reached all their dreams and achieved what they desired as a band. After a discussion they all agreed to make this very painful decision.
One of their fans stated that he is glad that Rentrer en Soi disbanded like that. His reason is: they disbanded during their successful era (they just released Megiddo when they announced it). It was better off this way before the band encounter any serious problem, making them infamous rather than famous.
I read their profile just now and seriously it touched me deep inside (>_<).
The link to this profile:
http://www.jame-world.com/us/database-artist.php?id=167
I know that Jasmine You (Versailles) had come to their last live and he said that it was very sad.
Thank you for all the good works, Satsuki-tachi. (ToT)/~~~
Friday, February 13, 2009
Silence
Sometimes it is very comforting if I can just lay motionless in my coffin.
Just laying down, not moving, watching the ceiling blankly, feeling my own heartbeats, listening to my own breath...
I realised that lately I did not get enough time to relax. It would be nice if I can rest now.
I pray that the phone will not ring for the next two hours.
I am off to my own world of thoughts.
Just laying down, not moving, watching the ceiling blankly, feeling my own heartbeats, listening to my own breath...
I realised that lately I did not get enough time to relax. It would be nice if I can rest now.
I pray that the phone will not ring for the next two hours.
I am off to my own world of thoughts.
Wait a Minute
Hey, the morning sky today is not bad!
So beautiful!
I can hear the feathery wings beating and singing.
Ah, I'm so lucky to ever witness this sight...
I'll make sure to freeze the moment digitally.
So beautiful!
I can hear the feathery wings beating and singing.
Ah, I'm so lucky to ever witness this sight...
I'll make sure to freeze the moment digitally.
Yo hoo~
This is the sleepless Haravi blogging (^o^).
I could not fall asleep last night. It was really annoying (>_<).
Anyway I went out to watch the half-past five's sky and I saw the moon.
It was really a marvel. Might as well one of the most beautiful thing I ever seen. The way the dark clouds surrounded it and the light it reflected... It took my breath away for a while.
So I tried to photograph it and... Well, the results were dissapointing.
All the photos were totally pitch-black *laugh*.
I really need to learn more about photography if I want to capture the aestheticism of the sky (^ ^').
So I'll strife to make myself better.
Need to go now. The sun's already out.
Adieu everyone XD.
I could not fall asleep last night. It was really annoying (>_<).
Anyway I went out to watch the half-past five's sky and I saw the moon.
It was really a marvel. Might as well one of the most beautiful thing I ever seen. The way the dark clouds surrounded it and the light it reflected... It took my breath away for a while.
So I tried to photograph it and... Well, the results were dissapointing.
All the photos were totally pitch-black *laugh*.
I really need to learn more about photography if I want to capture the aestheticism of the sky (^ ^').
So I'll strife to make myself better.
Need to go now. The sun's already out.
Adieu everyone XD.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Some Nicknames That I Have
Oh yeah.. Everyone must have at least one nickname right?
Me myself have several actually =D. So let me share some with you all.
(1) my screen name: HARAVI. No, it is not my real name. It is a pun for 'HARAjuku VIsual Kei'. It was inspired by one of my Friendster contact when he said that he is a Harajuku-slash-Visual-Kei fan. I found that catchy, so I started to use it as 'HarajukuVK' at Japanforum.com. Then I discovered an English name: Halevy. This too, caught my attention so I just wrote it in Katakana (characters for non-Japanese words). It read 'HA-RE-BI'. I decided to combine both and from there I got 'Haravi' xD.
(2) Aki. This was given by my fellow J-Rockers and seniors. It was derived from my real name and it means 'Autumn' in Japanese. I am pretty comfortable with this name and they still call me by this. The only thing is...
This name is a bit girlish (>_<).
And one of my seniors attached 'ko' to it, making it 'Akiko'. It is very, very irritating when someone calls me that (-_-').
(3) the infamous name Jemo. This was given to me by my fellow 2008 classmates.
The meaning behind it?
A clue: in the actual typeset it is 'J-Emo'.
This was because of my hairstyle last year. I had bangs that almost cover my left eye and they assumed that it was Emo hairstyle *sigh..*. The bangs was nessessary for any of the J-Rock hairstyle that I wanted (and I'm thinking of Hitsugi's of Nightmare).
What used to be an insulting name now becomes a joke. Now they only occasionally use it to get my attention, in which I will respond almost immediately v(^o^)v.
(4) the name Viie. This was given to me by my cousin when I asked her help to come up with a new name. She noted that nearly all the names that I suggested contained the letter 'V' XD (oh.. Busted..) which she correctly assumed that it was my favourite letter *laugh*.
I think that's all for now. I need to rest my fingers.
Me myself have several actually =D. So let me share some with you all.
(1) my screen name: HARAVI. No, it is not my real name. It is a pun for 'HARAjuku VIsual Kei'. It was inspired by one of my Friendster contact when he said that he is a Harajuku-slash-Visual-Kei fan. I found that catchy, so I started to use it as 'HarajukuVK' at Japanforum.com. Then I discovered an English name: Halevy. This too, caught my attention so I just wrote it in Katakana (characters for non-Japanese words). It read 'HA-RE-BI'. I decided to combine both and from there I got 'Haravi' xD.
(2) Aki. This was given by my fellow J-Rockers and seniors. It was derived from my real name and it means 'Autumn' in Japanese. I am pretty comfortable with this name and they still call me by this. The only thing is...
This name is a bit girlish (>_<).
And one of my seniors attached 'ko' to it, making it 'Akiko'. It is very, very irritating when someone calls me that (-_-').
(3) the infamous name Jemo. This was given to me by my fellow 2008 classmates.
The meaning behind it?
A clue: in the actual typeset it is 'J-Emo'.
This was because of my hairstyle last year. I had bangs that almost cover my left eye and they assumed that it was Emo hairstyle *sigh..*. The bangs was nessessary for any of the J-Rock hairstyle that I wanted (and I'm thinking of Hitsugi's of Nightmare).
What used to be an insulting name now becomes a joke. Now they only occasionally use it to get my attention, in which I will respond almost immediately v(^o^)v.
(4) the name Viie. This was given to me by my cousin when I asked her help to come up with a new name. She noted that nearly all the names that I suggested contained the letter 'V' XD (oh.. Busted..) which she correctly assumed that it was my favourite letter *laugh*.
I think that's all for now. I need to rest my fingers.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Ore no mono wa, ore no mono. Anta no mono wa, ORE NO MONO
The opening verse for Oresama Shikou by Miyavi (^o^).
I still think this song is awesome since the first time I listen to it.
Anyway...
I was reading all Rentrer en Soi's previous posts yesterday and saw one particular picture.
It was a picture of the whole band, with one empty vacant chair.
Also Takumi mentioned that he would get mad if anyone cropped their own picture and paste it on the empty seat.
Well, personally I think it's like an indirect invitation (^^,).
Nyahahahahaha.
Well then. I need to go. Have to figure out the mystic connection between biology and J-Rock.
And oh, by the way I really think Satsuki's shoes in that picture is cool. Any idea where I can get shoes like that? XD
[You guys can see this picture in their blog translation. Just click on the link 'Rentrer en Soi blog translation" and scroll down. It's there.]
I still think this song is awesome since the first time I listen to it.
Anyway...
I was reading all Rentrer en Soi's previous posts yesterday and saw one particular picture.
It was a picture of the whole band, with one empty vacant chair.
Also Takumi mentioned that he would get mad if anyone cropped their own picture and paste it on the empty seat.
Well, personally I think it's like an indirect invitation (^^,).
Nyahahahahaha.
Well then. I need to go. Have to figure out the mystic connection between biology and J-Rock.
And oh, by the way I really think Satsuki's shoes in that picture is cool. Any idea where I can get shoes like that? XD
[You guys can see this picture in their blog translation. Just click on the link 'Rentrer en Soi blog translation" and scroll down. It's there.]
Monday, February 9, 2009
At Last
Today it was 9.30am.
I am truly satisfied. (^ ^)
But now I am still sleepy so I am thinking what should I do to stay awake for the rest of the day.
By the way the sky have a tint of azure beyond that clouds. Makes me happy seeing that. (- -,)
I just got three songs from An Cafe and right now listening to them. Maybe I'll review them later.
Well then. I'm off to cook something.
I am truly satisfied. (^ ^)
But now I am still sleepy so I am thinking what should I do to stay awake for the rest of the day.
By the way the sky have a tint of azure beyond that clouds. Makes me happy seeing that. (- -,)
I just got three songs from An Cafe and right now listening to them. Maybe I'll review them later.
Well then. I'm off to cook something.
Enuff
Actually I'm tired of people who always say "I want to die", "The world won't be sorry to lose me", "Unprecious life. Why shouldn't I end it myself?"
Actually you are lucky enough to live.
Instead of wasting your time mulling over your past you should work harder, in order to achieve your desired life.
Isn't it right?
If you keep thinking that you are useless eventually you will rot, and you will not be able to do anything anymore.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not telling you it's wrong to grieve over some loss. It's okay to grieve, but please, don't be in that state forever.
Dwelling in the past won't change the future.
And memories are nothing but ghosts of the past.
Actually you are lucky enough to live.
Instead of wasting your time mulling over your past you should work harder, in order to achieve your desired life.
Isn't it right?
If you keep thinking that you are useless eventually you will rot, and you will not be able to do anything anymore.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not telling you it's wrong to grieve over some loss. It's okay to grieve, but please, don't be in that state forever.
Dwelling in the past won't change the future.
And memories are nothing but ghosts of the past.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Skyscraper Opera
Anyone wanna know what time did I wake up to today?
12.45pm. (T.T)
But then, I just had a party last night so it is pretty understandable right? (^o^)v
And hey, for the first time in this two weeks (I think) I saw the BLUE SKY! Really miss it very much. The clouds were cool, one of them reminded me of a jellyfish =D.
I'm looking for Matenrou Opera songs right now *squints at the screen*. Which one should I listen to first?
Well then. Adieu everyone XD.
12.45pm. (T.T)
But then, I just had a party last night so it is pretty understandable right? (^o^)v
And hey, for the first time in this two weeks (I think) I saw the BLUE SKY! Really miss it very much. The clouds were cool, one of them reminded me of a jellyfish =D.
I'm looking for Matenrou Opera songs right now *squints at the screen*. Which one should I listen to first?
Well then. Adieu everyone XD.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Man...
I still woke up at about 11.25am...
I should not give up!
This time I'll use Protoplasm by Rentrer en Soi XD. Maybe Satsuki-tachi can help me this time \(ë)/.
Anyway check out my latest link to Versailles blog translation. I found it out last night.
There is just one problem..
Kamijo's Ameblo blog's latest translation is not there lately... Also the owner of that site noted that he will stop translating if he doesn't receive comments indicating that his works are being read (-.-').
.........
Okay, make that TWO problems.
Anyway the sky is still bright white when I pulled the covers.
I miss the azure colour of the sky... (T.T)
Well then. I have to go to feed.
I should not give up!
This time I'll use Protoplasm by Rentrer en Soi XD. Maybe Satsuki-tachi can help me this time \(ë)/.
Anyway check out my latest link to Versailles blog translation. I found it out last night.
There is just one problem..
Kamijo's Ameblo blog's latest translation is not there lately... Also the owner of that site noted that he will stop translating if he doesn't receive comments indicating that his works are being read (-.-').
.........
Okay, make that TWO problems.
Anyway the sky is still bright white when I pulled the covers.
I miss the azure colour of the sky... (T.T)
Well then. I have to go to feed.
Hope It Works
This time I'm using Miyavi's Oresama Shikou...
I hope his screams will help me to rise and terrorize the day *laughes*.
Well then. I'm off to my coffin.
I hope his screams will help me to rise and terrorize the day *laughes*.
Well then. I'm off to my coffin.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Shiroi
I woke up very late today *laughes*.
As soon as I opened my eyes I had the feeling that I overslept. So I reached for my phone and lazily stared at the display.
"11.25am"
Whaaaaaaattttt!!!
Quickly I jumped out my coffin and pulled the curtains. One look and whoa, it looked like it snowed in Brunei.
The sky was totally white! Clouds everywhere!
Also when I slid open the windows immediately the chilling winds greeted me.
Guess the song Wana by The Back Horn didn't make a good wake-up alarm *smiles*.
This time I'll use Wait and Bleed by Slipknot for waking me up from my slumber XD. Or maybe Psychosocial (this song really rocks).
Well then.
As soon as I opened my eyes I had the feeling that I overslept. So I reached for my phone and lazily stared at the display.
"11.25am"
Whaaaaaaattttt!!!
Quickly I jumped out my coffin and pulled the curtains. One look and whoa, it looked like it snowed in Brunei.
The sky was totally white! Clouds everywhere!
Also when I slid open the windows immediately the chilling winds greeted me.
Guess the song Wana by The Back Horn didn't make a good wake-up alarm *smiles*.
This time I'll use Wait and Bleed by Slipknot for waking me up from my slumber XD. Or maybe Psychosocial (this song really rocks).
Well then.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Wounded but for the Fans...
Kyo, vocalist of Dir en Grey.
Well known for his shocking outfits and make-ups during lives.
I was shown a picture of him before a live concert. And in the picture he looked like an escapee from the hospital after surviving a car accident the night before.
My thoughts at that moment: " Whoa, he's gonna perform with that? Isn't it a little... Too much?"
Of course he performed with that outfit and make-ups. And to my amazement the crowd loved it very much.
Now I respect him very much although at first I was a bit intimidated by his looks (^^').
Well then.
Well known for his shocking outfits and make-ups during lives.
I was shown a picture of him before a live concert. And in the picture he looked like an escapee from the hospital after surviving a car accident the night before.
My thoughts at that moment: " Whoa, he's gonna perform with that? Isn't it a little... Too much?"
Of course he performed with that outfit and make-ups. And to my amazement the crowd loved it very much.
Now I respect him very much although at first I was a bit intimidated by his looks (^^').
Well then.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Apology
Again, I haven't updated for a while...
Freakin' busy with paperworks for school.
Recently I realised that Kyo's screaming in Child Prey is cool *laugh*.
Also my fellow J-Rocker (Fau~chan) posted about the GazettE. They're gonna release a new single. I'll make sure I'll get it as soon as it is available. Thanks for the info anyway, Fau-chan!!
Highlighted song for today: of course Child Prey by Dir en Grey!! Musical aestheticism is there!
Well then.
Freakin' busy with paperworks for school.
Recently I realised that Kyo's screaming in Child Prey is cool *laugh*.
Also my fellow J-Rocker (Fau~chan) posted about the GazettE. They're gonna release a new single. I'll make sure I'll get it as soon as it is available. Thanks for the info anyway, Fau-chan!!
Highlighted song for today: of course Child Prey by Dir en Grey!! Musical aestheticism is there!
Well then.
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