YOMI

I'm sorry for neglecting this blog for a while~

There's something that keeps me busy lately..

But I have lots of inspiration, so it is totally okay.

Just read Shattered Tranquility about Yomi. Can't help but laugh at his unfortunate experience XD

KURAGAMI

It is almost 10pm now. XD

Just now I had a great conversation with a barber. He is really a nice person.

When I asked him about his job, he proudly declared that he love it.

He told me that to grasp happiness in this life we must learn to love all that we do.

Even if we started with a tiny seed, if we put an effort, we can fill a garden with wonderful flowers.

Although...

He didn't understand me quite well... =s

So he ended up cutting my hair shorter than intended. :D

But then he said, everything can return to its original state. We just need patience.

I truly agree with him.

PRIMORDIA

This is...
The depth of the beginning
Where you will reform...

It suffocates you, it drowns you
Again fear seized the heart
Hold onto the last shred of consciousness
Find oneself being shackled and sinks

Ah, you are dissolving...
Scatter your final thoughts
Which will be washed away by the current

You can hear it...
The harmonic requiem that prays
Crimson red amniotic coffin
It will be over

Ah, the scattering you... are insignificant
You will just float as foams
Cute little bubbles drifting to eternity

All lifes restarted but not you
Aesthetic grotesque arts
Tiny white fleeting figures
Hypnotic little waves...

Unstable minute being
Ah I long for you...

CRYSTAL

I just can't find it on the net. Damn (- . - ').

Apparently, the Prince complained before about how people downloaded his single 'AWAKE' rather than buying.

Well, that can't be helped I think. They only distributed it in Japan. (0.o)

Regarding his maxi-single, all the titles are written in whole capital letters.

Is it some kind of trend amongst Japanese artists? f(._. )

Anyways I will continue hunting CRYSTAL :D.

To the rose bath...

Gekkou

This is the person who spends most of his time in his roon, listening to music all day long. (^-^)v

It is beautiful today. I can see couples of butterflies in my garden. Maybe they are enjoying the sun :D

There are less clouds today but the blue sky is radiant. I can spend a lot of time gazing at it. XD



Music:
Secilia Luna - Crescent

Secret garden

Cannot see yet this heart wants to
The lamentful voice of those hands that were meant to be with mine
My conscience is breaking

In the far distance
There was a garden where I could call home
Where delusion is majesty
I sank into the helpless dignity

All of it, it is false and deceit
Once again, this heart bleeds profusely
Why is it that when you are eluding me
A sharp pain stab my chest?

I bathed in the forbidden pit
But the colossal wound is not healed

In the future, will we meet again?
On this spot, where we first saw each other?
Why, why do you leave me here?

The trees, deprived of life are blooming
Soon this garden will be filled with lilac petals
Dead withered affectionate flowers
Is revived when you whisper

Whole garden is shaking
It shrieks your name in a voice tainted with loneliness

I stand before the gates
Waiting to take your hands and enter it together once again

pseudo-HEART

Dreams we shared
Now shattered

Enslaven with jealousy
Flesh and blood hurting each other
Scabbing wounds ripped open
Under the unending fantasy

Abnormality formed
Within the crimson garden of lies
Imitating runes that was scribbled
On the half-opened gates
Berries half-mature crushed
With the noble frail hands

What can be seen is only thorns
Puncturing the fingers
That will cry the opposite of tears

Trapped within each other's guilt
Ending up becoming more deteriorated
This is no mere enmity
This is past beyong hatred
Longing for the vanishing

[incoherent whispers]

Try to see with the heart
Endless inferior feeling
Begone has the pride
What is left is the shattered cause
Breaking into tiny pieces
Unable to be salvaged anymore

Deemed lost in the lone contrast
Bonds forming and breaking

SENS[AGiTA]TION

Why? Why? Why?
Look at me, hold my lips, trace my mottled cheeks
Leaving me alone with your essence

Found and lost
Found and lost
You are persistant
Go grab your heart and die

Sole existance: to be a hindrance
Pluck my emotions
Blaze the azure
Cry over me

Wrap me up Wrap me up!
DON'T just leave me here!

A being made from pleasure
Created from the bitter white jam and jelly
The product of PROMISCUOUS
Discarded after the first breath
Haven't even blink an eye
Death fleets closer every second

You who reaps the soul
Teary eyes looking down
PICK ME UP PICK ME UP!
The heavy sin you will shoulder
With crystals of fear of isolation

Hunt you down Hunt you down
Lucid hatred, reflected
In the eyes, all that matters
With a sadistic smile

Drop me Drop me
Find yourself staring at the bridge
Hug me Hug me
And crawl closer to the edge

A lonely tongue
Vomiting silent obscenity
Regreting all, have you Mother Dear?
And he has pulled your wings off
With a single manic smile

Don't turn back Don't turn back
Making way to the depths
Ignore the burning lungs!
Embrace me with your deathly arms
Together forever without the spewer of lies

Lunacy ends here
And it will return

Under Pressure

Watching the tiny reflection on the mirror...

Brings a sense of inferiority.

If only there is a pair of wings...

Escape from all troubles.

Letting them go...

A heavy feeling on the heart.

Washing all doubts from the mind...

Serenity sweeps into the soul.

Why do we live?
When there is no hope tomorrow
To do what everyone expect us to do
Blindly moving forward
No direction nor dream and passion

Listen to the streams...

Melodious waves.

Splatters of rain on the window...

Soothes the aching soul.

Within the cycle of life
What can be found?
Purpose of keep on living
Will it be there?
Never-ending struggle to be on par with others
Only to be pushed back with cold words

Infectious blaming is no more
Bravely confront everything

It is comforting...

Bad '09

As quoted by someone:

"The serial disbanding has stop, but now... Now it's serial hospitalization/deaths."

This year's really got major bad news for the music scene.

Re:Forward

Just received news on Facebook that Versailles will continue.

They posted something, a messege to their whole fan community. And it is very, very touching.

But I won't cry anymore. Not until I achieve something big.

Then it will be tears of joy, not the tears of sorrow.

I will keep the elegent butterfly near the heart, wishing that he will forever be there.

And I, as well as other fans, will keep on supporting Kamijo, Hizaki, Teru and Yuki.

I am sure that's what Jasmine You would wish for.

I shall honor his wish.

Azure Flame

Thank you to those friends who treated me! The beef rice was really delicious ( ^ - ^ )b

Now I find myself relaxing and listening to songs.

I am trying to get more inspiration here. XD

With the heat gathered from the hopefull hearts I will present them a very good song in the future.

I will keep on going forward.



Music:
depression - hime ichigo

DIM

It's afternoon already ( > _ < )

But because of the cloudy weather the sky looks young. Feels like it is much earlier in the morning ( n _ n )

This day I will listen to DIM on repeat!

Diamond Silk

I am resting.

It's been a while～ ＼（》 。《）

Though it is still hurting but my heart refuse to remain silent.

Doing my best in lyrics now \(Ä)/. Wishes that pray for my best would be appreciated (* ^ _ ^ *)b



Music:
binetsu shita de shajitsu shita shinsou wa atesaki fumei no tegami to naru - RENTRER EN SOI

Itsuka..

It is hard to swallow but the truth is still the truth. I keep telling myself maybe this is just another nightmare but...

Again the tears flow inevitably.

There will be no more alien who plays around with a mineral water bottle during a press conference. No more person who inserts pictures of either his decorated nails or beautiful flowers in his blog posts. No more bassist who hates blue cheese so much he said he felt like an animal in the zoo when he ever eat it. No more wonderful artist who always keep a deadpan face after doing something funny.

It's painful, and I'm heart-broken.

Even the banner of this blog is taken from one of his posts...

I wonder if I die someday I will be able to meet him.

Only, what I know now Versailles will never be the same without him.

The world to which I will wake up tomorrow, will be the world without Jasmine You.

Sorry

Sorry Satsuki, but I think I'll pursue my dream to become a bassist.

While Cell is really my favourite bassist, it was Jasmine You who sparked my interest into bass guitar.

The lovely butterfly has escaped the cocoon of mortality
as I'm still here,
wandering alone without your voice

Rest in Peace

My heart sank as I read the news.

Jasmine You.. He's just a memory now...

I am left speechless, and in the current state of my mind I am afraid I may become fragile.

Oh, my...

And he was such a good person. I wonder how his bandmates react to this.. Painful news.

I am shaking as I typed this post. Can't believe what I just read.

Utterly unexpected. Just a few weeks after this they will release their 2nd album but...

I don't know... I am afraid this calls for a disbandment although it seems unlikely. Reminds me of Malice Mizer when Kami died.

What a bright future he had.

Such an elegent, beautiful person has left us. None can replace his... Uniqueness...

Rest in peace, Jasmine You. I am sure many fans mourn for you.

The tears will not be wasted, as it is worth to cry for him.

DANG it

Due to Jasmine You being hospitalised there is a possibility that their upcoming album's release will be postponed.

...not cool (;___;)

LYRICIST

Just like Satsuki and Ruki I want to write lyrics that has deep meaning.

I know it's hard to do but at least now I have the motivation to push myself and dive into the world of music.

I am sitting before my notebook, staring at the title of the yet-completed piece. I have to get more inspiration here.

Whether it's sincere or not, whether it's true or not, when people speak and smile after reading my pieces of work it brings such a good feeling.

I know those two I mentioned before are already far on the top, but I climbed the first step to reach them.

So please, keep reading my work. I will draw more inspiration from your emotions.

MEDICINE

Perhaps I have found a perfect band for me.

To cure me of my wounds after the disbandments of many bands whom I follow.

With lyrics beautifully written, musical composition well-done...

And I have discovered Vidoll possesses these qualities.

I will try to follow them as I followed SIVA and RENTRER EN SOI before.