Finally!!

I am very excited right now {{o(^¡^)o}}

I just checked the internet and saw something about Versailles...

THEY WILL RELEASE THEIR FIRST MAJOR SINGLE!!

Titled 'ASCENDEAD MASTER', it will be available on 24th June. Pre-order it now fellow fans!! (^-^)b

Ah, and it will be in three versions;
'ASCENDEAD MASTER' type A
'ASCENDEAD MASTER' type B
'ASCENDEAD MASTER' type C
'ASCENDEAD MASTER' regular edition

The regular edition will be 1000yen and the other three will be 1300yen. Hope I can get the other version... (>A<)

Revamped

Today it is inevitably hot (-.-')

As usual when I am exposed to this kind of temperature I feel light-headed (>_<)

But this is what living in Brunei means. As this country is located near the equator it receives more sunlight...

Ah, I am talking Geography now xD

I still have paperworks due on 30th, and I haven't managed to finish them now.

Tonight I will work like crazy! (^-^')

Let the haunting voice be my company while I cruise through my pains.

I just hope the night will forgive me if I somehow unable to finish them all...

AIN SOPH AUR

Finally...

The honor of listening to the best of Rentrer en Soi has been upon me.

I am trying to overdose myself with the musical beauty of their songs.

I don't know which one is the most soothing to me, but my favourite for now is TO INFINITY. Such musical composition is very pleasent and calming. Especially the haunting voice and the bass guitar.

They really are talented. Never fail to quench my thirst of their aestheticism.

I am off to my personal space of melodic sanctuary.

Akatsuki, ehee...

The moon my sanctuary...

Solo Rentrer

I think it was two weeks ago when Satsuki announced that he's going solo.

It will be great (^-^)

It's just the other Rentrer en Soi fans that spoke nonsense about his future career...

Will he still retain his previous image?

Will the musical style sound as good as before?

If he's gonna join a new band won't the musical style differ greatly?

Will he switch genre?

Honestly I can't imagine him switching to J-Pop *shudders*. Anyone knows Gackt? 'Vanilla' PV, ehee... XD.

I am listening to Unending Sanctuary right now and looking for their last mini-album 'Megiddo'. 'AIN SOPH AUR'? I doubt I'll find it here (>_<).

Well then, I'm off to my secret garden.

Dissolving

The pair of hands meant to hold mine
why do they now tremble?
The truth behind the sparkling pearls is confusing
I don't even know if I'm supposed to embrace you now
but at least, please let me caress your hair
because the wind had blown them disheveled
Don't push me away, I just want to help
I won't wipe away your tears, let the sorrow stay
I'll just try to nurse the ache of your heart
No, you don't have to tell me everything
I understand, it is rather painful for you to say
So I won't force you, it's up to you to decide
Don't be ashamed of yourself, it is human to cry
Let those sweet tears fall, don't refrain them
I won't wipe them either, just let them fall
Let it all go...

I won't leave you
so have a good cry now
Lean on me if you're falling
grab my shoulders if you're falling
I shall be your everything
but first, let my fingers intertwine yours...

Eternally Blue

Ah, lately...

The sky is very aesthetically heart-aching.

I am watching it right now with a sweet voice beside me.

Truly a sight to be marvelled *sigh*

I will do my best to digitally freeze it o(^¡^)o

Streams

I don't know why...

Lately I always think.

What will I become 10 years from now...

Where I will be in the future...

Until one morning I found myself greatly depressed.

I refused to pull the covers of my window because I was too ashamed to face the morning light.

Crystal of tears fell onto my cupped hands right in front my face.

I covered my eyes because I didn't want to see my own reflection on the mirror.

I felt guilty because I might have hurt someone I care so much yet I don't know I did.

I realized how small and puny I am when I'm alone.

I promised myself to treat everyone better but still...

The depression still stayed.

It was persistent, torturing me until I cried again.

Now the feeling is still there, waiting until I let my guard down and strike me until I succumbs...

And the tears will fall again, I know it...

The Face That Haunts Me

T-t-this girl...

Stereopony

I was browsing through the internet when I saw this relatively new single.

It was titled 'Namida no Mukou' by Stereopony.

So I took the opportunity to sample it and...

I find it soothing.

In other words, it is a great song.

Out of curiosity I found myself searching for the group's info.

What surprised me is the age of the members...

Here's a brief info about them:

Aimi (lead guitar/vocals), 4th September 1990.
Nohana (bass guitar), 16th September 1989
Shiho (drums), 18th October 1990.

They are just 2-3 years older than me...

I am so jealous they have music schools in Japan.

Focus on Your Ki...

Kame...

Hame...

Haaaa!

Yeah, I have watched the movie =)

I wonder what Shou-tachi think of the movie since they are such a Dragon Ball otaku (o_O)

E-e-everyone!

It was dissapointing...

At least they keep one thing from the manga series...

The power of Goku's head! Or specifically his hair, ehee...

He tried to slick it backwards with the aid of hairgel but failed.

Ah... I won't spoil the story for those of you who want to watch it (^-^)

Hello Dear My Bride

"Dark, gloomy, passive and melancholic. These are the ingredients for the video of Distress and Coma. Ruki's the chef, while Reita, Aoi, Kai and Uruha are the cooks."

One of the previews I read about the GazettE's newest PV. This one is the funniest xD.

I know Ruki and Kai can cook, but I'm not sure about the other band members... And Reita had said once that he didn't like Kai's cooking =).

The mysterious ballerina in the confined room... She had been haunting Ruki in his dreams. Thanks to her he was able to gain enough inspiration for 'Distress and Coma'.

Samui

It is raining...

My fingers are icy cold and white. I know my lips are pale because I can see my reflection on the tiled wall.

Freezing cold...

I can't feel the keys while I typed this post.

Shivering...

The world will witness! The cold, cold man!

...

I yearn for a hot water bath...

Draw...

Today I will velge myself deeper into the way of the sword.

I shall let out the saint of the sword that hides within me, ehee...

Although my reflexes are not very good... I will try to improve myself to be able to dodge every blows (>_<)


Everyone! Wish me luck (^-^)

I am a fan of the manga Vagabond you know... =D

A Kid With A Box Of Crayon

Ever watched this scene: a little child given a box of crayon and a blank sheet of paper?

Then they will draw something that they have in mind.

Ah... I do so envy the pure mind and innocense of the children...

Because they have not received proper education their instincts are unaltered.

Sometimes when I looked upon what they have drawn...

I can't figure out what it is xD

But in some sense I know they worked hard to sketch what it is in their mind on a piece of paper as accurately as they can.

Remember That You Are Mortal

Just for your information, BUCK-TICK has just released the album 'memento mori' on 18/19 of February.

I have heard much of BUCK-TICK and their successful career. The band's name is a wordplay for the Japanese word 'bakuchiku' and like the name implies, they want to become well-known and standing out in the music industry. They have experimented with many musical styles and are very experienced. They are one of the legends that started Visual Kei movement in the 80's.

I'll try listening to them later.

Descant of Joy

Somehow I had managed to crawl back into my very own sanctuary.

I have survived another day, I said to myself.

The sun has make me suffer. It burns me and I nearly succumb.

The miseries of the past have reawaken and with its wake comes the pain, depriving me of my strength.

All I want now is to simply rest, and rest, and rest. Until the fatigue have fade away, I shall not be disturbed.

Miyavi's Decision

A friend told me something just an hour before..

At first I can't believe it but then he asked me to check on the web myself...

Dear Miyavi fans and supporters, I hereby announce that he is leaving PSC...

I have mixed feelings right now... I don't know if I'm sad or happy or angry or dissapointed... I can't be sure myself.

It is true, he's leaving PSC this year. A graduation after ten years being with the company he said.

Please don't send him any angry fanmails. I am certain that he have something in his mind.

Perhaps he will start a new label/company, like Mana. A lot of fans hope for this.

Wish him lucks, fellow supporters.