After weeks not being touched by the sunlight...
I felt a bit dizzy after going out in the sun.
But I'm glad it didn't rained today. Sunlight is not good for me, but walking in the rain can do worse. (x_O)
I hope everyone get enough vitamin D! *laugh*
Well then.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
This is Embarrassing...
I just got home from playing the game DotA with my friends..
Somehow we got our butts kicked by 5 AI-controlled opposing heroes. *laugh*
A team of 5 AI versus 3 human brains plus 2 AI... And AI team was victorious.
Very embarrassing.
Hideously embarrassing.
Only by working together we managed to beat the AI team in the second round. ^-^V
Have to rest my eyes. Bye for now.
Somehow we got our butts kicked by 5 AI-controlled opposing heroes. *laugh*
A team of 5 AI versus 3 human brains plus 2 AI... And AI team was victorious.
Very embarrassing.
Hideously embarrassing.
Only by working together we managed to beat the AI team in the second round. ^-^V
Have to rest my eyes. Bye for now.
Zzz...
It is dark outside. Very dark. Aside from the streetlamps the only source of light is the moon. Pretty creepy...
...but I love watching it. *sighing*
I just found the translation for Shinwa by Rentrer en Soi and man, it is so sad... It is so emotional and melodic... Very melancholic I can feel the sorrow in every words.
It is a perfect song. *cries silently*
Why did a good band like them have to disband? I just started listening to them and three days later they announced their disbanding... I will give anything just to see them as a band again. If I can I would go to Japan and meet each of them and demand an actual reason for the decision.
Too bad I'm just a little kid who was salvaged with their songs from drowning in the sea of despairs. My chances of meeting them might be 0% cuz I'm just a nobody, a needle in a haystack. A fan from thousands of fans worldwide.
Right now I can hear dogs barking somewhere far. It must be pretty late. Better try to catch some sleep. I have work to do this morning. *laughs*
Well then.
I hope I will dream of the world of roses again.
Oyasumi, everyone...
...but I love watching it. *sighing*
I just found the translation for Shinwa by Rentrer en Soi and man, it is so sad... It is so emotional and melodic... Very melancholic I can feel the sorrow in every words.
It is a perfect song. *cries silently*
Why did a good band like them have to disband? I just started listening to them and three days later they announced their disbanding... I will give anything just to see them as a band again. If I can I would go to Japan and meet each of them and demand an actual reason for the decision.
Too bad I'm just a little kid who was salvaged with their songs from drowning in the sea of despairs. My chances of meeting them might be 0% cuz I'm just a nobody, a needle in a haystack. A fan from thousands of fans worldwide.
Right now I can hear dogs barking somewhere far. It must be pretty late. Better try to catch some sleep. I have work to do this morning. *laughs*
Well then.
I hope I will dream of the world of roses again.
Oyasumi, everyone...
Monday, January 26, 2009
Shinwa
Performed by Rentrer en Soi. I'm listening to it now. The flow is really soothing.
Satsuki's vocals + piano = beautiful lullaby.
There's also Shinwa -Seikon MIX-, but personally I like the original one better.
Satsuki is well known for his emotional singing style. I just hope he will join a new group soon. His vocals is so unique.
Well then, later everyone...
Satsuki's vocals + piano = beautiful lullaby.
There's also Shinwa -Seikon MIX-, but personally I like the original one better.
Satsuki is well known for his emotional singing style. I just hope he will join a new group soon. His vocals is so unique.
Well then, later everyone...
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Yo!
I haven't updated this blog for quite a while. Busy lately TT_TT...
So! Finally I'll update now. What should I post about?
The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice. Yeah, finished reading the Vampire Lestat about a week ago. 'Monsieur Rock Star' had awoken 'Those Who Must Be Kept' by his music. Also there was a moment where Lestat hid himself in a room where he read many books before the candles. He was injured badly by the vampire child Claudia after she tricked him.
*sigh*...
I'm going to update my J-Rock songs later. I'll search for Danger Gang, Exist Trace, The Candy Spooky Theatre and Alice Nine.
Well then.
So! Finally I'll update now. What should I post about?
The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice. Yeah, finished reading the Vampire Lestat about a week ago. 'Monsieur Rock Star' had awoken 'Those Who Must Be Kept' by his music. Also there was a moment where Lestat hid himself in a room where he read many books before the candles. He was injured badly by the vampire child Claudia after she tricked him.
*sigh*...
I'm going to update my J-Rock songs later. I'll search for Danger Gang, Exist Trace, The Candy Spooky Theatre and Alice Nine.
Well then.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Viznavi?
It stands for Visual Navigation. Refers to Visual Kei being my fashion guide. Although, I may not look like it but I promise I will dress like a J-Rocker soon (>_<)
I want alice nine.'s newest album VANDALIZE. I'm thinking of ordering it online from cdjapan.com... But meanwhile I will cruise through many music stores here for any Japanese Rock album so please contact me if you know something about it.
Shou's been posting about Final Fantasy Dissidia (do I spell the name correctly?). He's such a game-freak, never realise it before XD.. Now I really wanna play that game..
I want alice nine.'s newest album VANDALIZE. I'm thinking of ordering it online from cdjapan.com... But meanwhile I will cruise through many music stores here for any Japanese Rock album so please contact me if you know something about it.
Shou's been posting about Final Fantasy Dissidia (do I spell the name correctly?). He's such a game-freak, never realise it before XD.. Now I really wanna play that game..
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Uh Oh
I am kidnapped *laugh*.
The sempais brought me to a restaurant in Gadong but the area is pretty unfamiliar to me. Not to mention the lack of people here o_O.
Of course I'm not eating. This is scary (^_^)".
One thing is, they are professional in this kind of stuff. Firstly, distract the victim. In my case they distracted me with PSP loaded with the 20th Anniversary Final Fantasy Dawn of Souls (hey, it's really a nice game!).
Anyone knows where I am? I'm pretty sure I saw a construction site nearby...
The sempais brought me to a restaurant in Gadong but the area is pretty unfamiliar to me. Not to mention the lack of people here o_O.
Of course I'm not eating. This is scary (^_^)".
One thing is, they are professional in this kind of stuff. Firstly, distract the victim. In my case they distracted me with PSP loaded with the 20th Anniversary Final Fantasy Dawn of Souls (hey, it's really a nice game!).
Anyone knows where I am? I'm pretty sure I saw a construction site nearby...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Siva = Big Wood
I found out that Kairi and the gang decided the name of their band through rock-paper-scisors. The winner get to name the band. The proposed name were pretty funny, though. Some of it didn't ring ''JRock'.
Thanks Kairi. If it wasn't for him I would be a fan of 'Big Wood' (TAIBOKU) ^-^'
Well then.
Thanks Kairi. If it wasn't for him I would be a fan of 'Big Wood' (TAIBOKU) ^-^'
Well then.
Monday, January 12, 2009
This is Bad
Fans of the Visual Kei indie band, Siva, should remember Iori the former guitarist. He left the band for personal reason, or so they said...
Guess what?
He formed a new band! And the name is 'COCKLOBIN'! Heh... Can't help but thinking of a really perverted pun in it (sorry, sorry...).
Doesn't this imply that his reason to left Siva is a total BS? Personal reason = new band? I'm slightly pissed by this.
This isn't a bad news though. I mean, Iori's skill is really good. Just listen to his solo in the song Concealment. So this means one more band to listen to (^_^).
To those who haven't listened to Siva yet, try Mafia/Riot/Concealment (my personal favourite). Pay attention to the bass guitar in these songs. Cell's technique is unique (lame expression, I know... Still a bit shocked). He is a natural born bassist I'd say V(^-^)V
Well then.
Guess what?
He formed a new band! And the name is 'COCKLOBIN'! Heh... Can't help but thinking of a really perverted pun in it (sorry, sorry...).
Doesn't this imply that his reason to left Siva is a total BS? Personal reason = new band? I'm slightly pissed by this.
This isn't a bad news though. I mean, Iori's skill is really good. Just listen to his solo in the song Concealment. So this means one more band to listen to (^_^).
To those who haven't listened to Siva yet, try Mafia/Riot/Concealment (my personal favourite). Pay attention to the bass guitar in these songs. Cell's technique is unique (lame expression, I know... Still a bit shocked). He is a natural born bassist I'd say V(^-^)V
Well then.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Ee...?
I wanna listen to 'The Candy Spooky Theater'. I heard their style is unique...
Also, I want Rentrer en Soi's last album: Ain Soph Aur... But since I'm in Brunei I think I don't have the chance to stumble upon it in any music stores here (laugh). The only Japanese music albums I have are from SADS (pronounced: sa-zu), and those two were unexpected to be found here. The worst thing is, from both albums (SADS Blood Rock & Roll/Babylon), I only found a few tracks entertaining (o_O).
I wanna go to i-SOCKS! Harajuku/Visual Kei store! My personal heaven!
That's all I guess... (^_^). If any of you guys know where I can find a store which sell J-music album in Brunei let me know pleeeeaseeee.
Well then.
Randomness of the day: UBUOAR, (the cheesy deathcry).
Also, I want Rentrer en Soi's last album: Ain Soph Aur... But since I'm in Brunei I think I don't have the chance to stumble upon it in any music stores here (laugh). The only Japanese music albums I have are from SADS (pronounced: sa-zu), and those two were unexpected to be found here. The worst thing is, from both albums (SADS Blood Rock & Roll/Babylon), I only found a few tracks entertaining (o_O).
I wanna go to i-SOCKS! Harajuku/Visual Kei store! My personal heaven!
That's all I guess... (^_^). If any of you guys know where I can find a store which sell J-music album in Brunei let me know pleeeeaseeee.
Well then.
Randomness of the day: UBUOAR, (the cheesy deathcry).
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Out of Nothing
Vampire Chronicles, nyahahaha! Queen of the Damned muvi rawks. Bet Kamijo watched it already (^^,).
Discovered two all-female Visual Kei bands, but I haven't listened to them yet. I forget the name of one of the bands (>_<) but the other one is Danger Gang. I heard they can scream quite well \ m/. I just hope it sounds nice, ahaha! Like Ruki's, it is totally cool! Or Miyavi in Oresama Shikou, eXtreme! Nyahahaha!
Discovered two all-female Visual Kei bands, but I haven't listened to them yet. I forget the name of one of the bands (>_<) but the other one is Danger Gang. I heard they can scream quite well \ m/. I just hope it sounds nice, ahaha! Like Ruki's, it is totally cool! Or Miyavi in Oresama Shikou, eXtreme! Nyahahaha!
Phantom Pain
As the holy light of the beginning arise, I watched the world through stained glass. Feathers rained down on me, I yearned for the dark. With this everlasting sorrow I crushed flowers in my pale hands. This sickening pain in my chest, it wouldn't end, continuously tormenting me. No matter what I do, what I see, nothing can dissolve it.
Evidence of broken heart in me, so obvious on my face. Laughing while tears rolling down my cheeks, I held out my hands to embrace you who are not there anymore. I chased you who are a part of me, wanting you to be mine however briefly, until finally gone, leaving a huge wound on my heart unstitched.
These fake smiles fooled no one. Every racouse noise I made sound bitter. Dark sky lost its stars while I was chasing after the fleeing you.
In my eyes I can only see the will, in which chronicled the story of us. My remains shall be scattered, or else I will rise as an empty shell without romance. The pitiful reincarnation of the already pathetic me.
In the absence of luxuries, stripped out of richness, everyone is the same. No noblemen, no commoners, everyone is made equal. Except me, my dear, exept me...
I watched the sunrise from my lair. As I walked to the light my exposed flesh crumbled to ashes and was blown away. I do not wish to part, but it cannot be helped. This is my atonement for loving a mortal. Sweet dreams, my dearest one. I shall haunt you in your dreams...
Evidence of broken heart in me, so obvious on my face. Laughing while tears rolling down my cheeks, I held out my hands to embrace you who are not there anymore. I chased you who are a part of me, wanting you to be mine however briefly, until finally gone, leaving a huge wound on my heart unstitched.
These fake smiles fooled no one. Every racouse noise I made sound bitter. Dark sky lost its stars while I was chasing after the fleeing you.
In my eyes I can only see the will, in which chronicled the story of us. My remains shall be scattered, or else I will rise as an empty shell without romance. The pitiful reincarnation of the already pathetic me.
In the absence of luxuries, stripped out of richness, everyone is the same. No noblemen, no commoners, everyone is made equal. Except me, my dear, exept me...
I watched the sunrise from my lair. As I walked to the light my exposed flesh crumbled to ashes and was blown away. I do not wish to part, but it cannot be helped. This is my atonement for loving a mortal. Sweet dreams, my dearest one. I shall haunt you in your dreams...
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Cotton Candy
The clouds look surprisingly pink tonight. Reminds me of the fluffy cotton candy (^_^)
Not a sweet-tooth, but I would love to eat the clouds right now xD
Yuri wa Aoku Saite & Jelly Fish - alice nine.
Well then.
Not a sweet-tooth, but I would love to eat the clouds right now xD
Yuri wa Aoku Saite & Jelly Fish - alice nine.
Well then.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Reign
I am being nocturnal (>_<)
Went to bed at about 05 30, got up at about 12 30. Every. Single. Day.
Like a vampire *laugh*. Sunlight barely touched my skin these days. My coffin where I lay during the morning, it is comforting. I only sleep while the descendents of the roses rose.
P/S: coffin here is a bed, actually. Just keeping up with the vampire mood (^ ^)
Went to bed at about 05 30, got up at about 12 30. Every. Single. Day.
Like a vampire *laugh*. Sunlight barely touched my skin these days. My coffin where I lay during the morning, it is comforting. I only sleep while the descendents of the roses rose.
P/S: coffin here is a bed, actually. Just keeping up with the vampire mood (^ ^)
Close One
Dropped my iPod while climbing the stairs. Suddenly I was experiencing a tunnel vision where I could only see the iPod fall in slow motion. I could only watch helplessly as it bounced again and again before it settled down on the previous floor.
"It's over..." I muttered as I rushed to check its condition.
Aside from the scratched display, everything still worked fine. It was a miracle!
I promise I won't be clumsy anymore ^^'
Well then.
"It's over..." I muttered as I rushed to check its condition.
Aside from the scratched display, everything still worked fine. It was a miracle!
I promise I won't be clumsy anymore ^^'
Well then.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Staring at the Sun
Warm green tea and cloudy day...
It should be the recipe for bliss ^o^
Kamijo-tachi is entertaining me right now with Prince, SFORZANDO and the Revenant Choir.
It should be the recipe for bliss ^o^
Kamijo-tachi is entertaining me right now with Prince, SFORZANDO and the Revenant Choir.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Hair
I was messing around with my hair yesterday when I discovered something.
I can mold my own hair into the 'BOMBHEAD' style!!
It's not a Visual Kei style though... *sigh*
Anyway just got this song yesterday from one of my senpai: Secret Strawberry Garden by Rentrer en Soi.
Really love that band. Why did they have to disband it?!
Well then.
I can mold my own hair into the 'BOMBHEAD' style!!
It's not a Visual Kei style though... *sigh*
Anyway just got this song yesterday from one of my senpai: Secret Strawberry Garden by Rentrer en Soi.
Really love that band. Why did they have to disband it?!
Well then.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Ouchie
So dark is my room right now. Managed to step onto something blunt, jammed my fingers with the doorknob, and dropped my alarm clock which triggered the very annoyingly LOUD 'dee-dee-deeeet' sound.
No kidding.
Letting my soul fly with the lovely musical composition that is titled 'enemy'...
No kidding.
Letting my soul fly with the lovely musical composition that is titled 'enemy'...
Ohayo!
Beautiful...
It is cold right now. Getting up is very tiring. Better wipe the sleep out of me. The morning is too beautiful to be spent on bed ^-^
Songs for this morning: the world -Nightmare & enemy - nega
It is cold right now. Getting up is very tiring. Better wipe the sleep out of me. The morning is too beautiful to be spent on bed ^-^
Songs for this morning: the world -Nightmare & enemy - nega
Friday, January 2, 2009
I'm proud to announce that I'm able to eat DURIAN now! Wahoooo~! No more nausea!
There's just one problem...
I'm getting lightheaded, and dizzy... Counting the stars... Ahaha... Sleepy... Is it because of the durians...?
Funny, because I can hear SFORZANDO lyrics faintly...
Good night Kamijo, Jasmine, Teru, Hizaki, Yuki, Shou, Ruki, Yomi, Hitsugi, Ruka, Kyo, Gackt, Aoi, Kai, Kami, YU-KI, Klaha, Mana and all my favourite Visual Kei artists out there. I'll sing along with you guys tomorrow, nyahaha... =)
Now I'm going to sleep... *yawn*
There's just one problem...
I'm getting lightheaded, and dizzy... Counting the stars... Ahaha... Sleepy... Is it because of the durians...?
Funny, because I can hear SFORZANDO lyrics faintly...
Good night Kamijo, Jasmine, Teru, Hizaki, Yuki, Shou, Ruki, Yomi, Hitsugi, Ruka, Kyo, Gackt, Aoi, Kai, Kami, YU-KI, Klaha, Mana and all my favourite Visual Kei artists out there. I'll sing along with you guys tomorrow, nyahaha... =)
Now I'm going to sleep... *yawn*
Bonjour Honey!
I just surfed the net out of boredom...
...when suddenly I saw Versailles's translated blogs!!
Here you go: http://versailles.sleepy-flow.net/
I was preoccupied in reading their blogs I forgot that I haven't eat lunch (^-^;
When I realised the time, it was already pitch-dark in my room. o_0
Well then..
...when suddenly I saw Versailles's translated blogs!!
Here you go: http://versailles.sleepy-flow.net/
I was preoccupied in reading their blogs I forgot that I haven't eat lunch (^-^;
When I realised the time, it was already pitch-dark in my room. o_0
Well then..
White Prayer - alice nine.
So many lies, so much pain
The ringing in my ears won't cease
The sound of a lonely night reside in silence
Searching for Raison D'etre
In the blank sheet of humanity
Bearing the most richly-coloured paint, I walked
Since when did I don't feel anything?
And cry, with love
We're sure to forget
That the world which dyed grey isn't real
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, the dawn wouldn't come
So now, with this hand, let's turn the key
Black or white, jewel or stone
Helplessness is endearing
Because if you're helpless you can wish for someone
Please save me with a white rose
The pain can be shared
I want the strength to be able to do that
To you who has forgotten what you anticipated...
And cry, with love
So I want to tell you
Even the sad songs are never useless
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, the dawn wouldn't come
So now, with this hand, let's turn the key
No matter how much the colours mixed
I'll stay the way I am, undyed
And cry, with love
We're sure to forget
That the world which dyed grey isn't real
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, the dawn wouldn't come
So now, with this hand, let's turn the key
:: Translation of [WHITE PRAYER - alice nine.]
The ringing in my ears won't cease
The sound of a lonely night reside in silence
Searching for Raison D'etre
In the blank sheet of humanity
Bearing the most richly-coloured paint, I walked
Since when did I don't feel anything?
And cry, with love
We're sure to forget
That the world which dyed grey isn't real
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, the dawn wouldn't come
So now, with this hand, let's turn the key
Black or white, jewel or stone
Helplessness is endearing
Because if you're helpless you can wish for someone
Please save me with a white rose
The pain can be shared
I want the strength to be able to do that
To you who has forgotten what you anticipated...
And cry, with love
So I want to tell you
Even the sad songs are never useless
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, the dawn wouldn't come
So now, with this hand, let's turn the key
No matter how much the colours mixed
I'll stay the way I am, undyed
And cry, with love
We're sure to forget
That the world which dyed grey isn't real
Even if we keep sleeping and sleeping, the dawn wouldn't come
So now, with this hand, let's turn the key
:: Translation of [WHITE PRAYER - alice nine.]
Thursday, January 1, 2009
So it's a brand new year, 2009... New stuffs waiting to be discovered, new challenges, new faces to meet...
*sigh*
Honestly I'm not very friendly with new people. I'm lacking social skill, as someone told me.
"Smile, dammit! That's why people think you're cold and arrogant. They talked to you and laughed, but you never reply the same way."
Pardon me for being that way. It's just how I roll. I'll try to change myself, but meanwhile just excuse me if I do that to you. Like people said, "You can change the river's course, but to do that you need tremendous will and patience".
So I just want to post this because, I want to stay awake. I promised someone to watch the first sunrise of 2009.
These are the songs that I'm listening now:
1. White Prayer by alice nine.
2. Cassis by the GazettE
3. Cross Game by alice nine.
4. Mad Black Machine by Nightmare
5. Vision of You by Rentrer en Soi
These are all Visual Kei songs, my current addiction. Ever since I start listening to these, all songs of other genres is kinda bland... Even HIM songs sound normal for me now while before this I was totally into them.
I have watched the PV for Cassis, Cross Game, Mad Black Machine and White Prayer by the way. Vision of You wasn't provided a PV. Too bad, because it has a deep emotional lyrics...
Happy new year everyone...
*sigh*
Honestly I'm not very friendly with new people. I'm lacking social skill, as someone told me.
"Smile, dammit! That's why people think you're cold and arrogant. They talked to you and laughed, but you never reply the same way."
Pardon me for being that way. It's just how I roll. I'll try to change myself, but meanwhile just excuse me if I do that to you. Like people said, "You can change the river's course, but to do that you need tremendous will and patience".
So I just want to post this because, I want to stay awake. I promised someone to watch the first sunrise of 2009.
These are the songs that I'm listening now:
1. White Prayer by alice nine.
2. Cassis by the GazettE
3. Cross Game by alice nine.
4. Mad Black Machine by Nightmare
5. Vision of You by Rentrer en Soi
These are all Visual Kei songs, my current addiction. Ever since I start listening to these, all songs of other genres is kinda bland... Even HIM songs sound normal for me now while before this I was totally into them.
I have watched the PV for Cassis, Cross Game, Mad Black Machine and White Prayer by the way. Vision of You wasn't provided a PV. Too bad, because it has a deep emotional lyrics...
Happy new year everyone...
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