Atama ga...

This is not good.

I now suffer the worst headache I have ever had since Disember.

My head hurts.
My limbs feel numb.
My eyes droopy.

The heat wave today was too much for me.

Might as well call it a day already.

Good night dear roses. I shall go to my resting place now.

KURAGAMI

I miss my long flowing hair... (T-T)

Cutting it short is one decision I totally regret until now.

I will try to refrain my desire to go to the saloon and get a haircut. X)

I just like the way it hugged my neck and ears. Made me feel secure, believe it or not.

When I was a kid I had this long straight hair that almost went over my shoulders. Such sweet times...

I'll give it a couple of months to grow back to its original glory.

Life and Death

Inevitably when I think of births...

In my mind automatically I pictured a tombstone (-.-')

I know it's a bit morbid but...

I can't help it.

Anyways this morning I only had about 3 hours of sleep because someone called me and insisted a 'friendly' conversation between us. Now I feel very sleepy...

Sorry for the lack of updates, minna-san. I've drowned into paperworks and melody.

I want to crawl into my coffin so badly but I just can't.

It's not everyday you turn 117 so...

I have to enjoy it to the fullest v(^ ^), kyaaaaAAAA!!! PARTY!!!

I'm listening to the mini-album MEGIDDO by RENTRER EN SOI. I love BAPTISM the most.

Well then.

rayguland

My whole body is sore... Been days since I had an enough complete rest so I am quite exhausted.

Sigh........

I think due to joining kendo I have changed (at least a little), cuz some of my friends commented on the way I walk (>_<). I just hope it's not a bad one.

Right now I am listening to Legacy by Vistlip. The song is very beautiful. Shame on me not even bother to try it before (-.-').

And also, I think I will get SIVA's last album (if there is any...) because they are my favourite band. It was Cell's bass guitar in the song 'CONCEALMENT' that attracted me last year...

Anyway as a die-hard fan of Rentrer en Soi, I will try my utmost to get Satsuki's solo album (^ ^).

Let's see if I can somehow persuade someone to order it for me.

By the way the title's just something random that popped into my mind as I cruise around the city just now.

BUGRIGHT

I once visited a friend's house.

After talking for a while he invited me to his family's entertainment zone, that is the electronic sanctuary.

When I entered, the first thing I noticed was a huge table in the middle with 3 or 4 desktop computers on top of it.

Out of curiosity I asked him.

"Hey, what's the point having these desktops while you guys have laptops?"

To which he answered with a shrug and a look that said "don't know, don't care".

I will remember to abstain myself from asking that kind of question again.

Money truly is an endless thing. Scary little papers.

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SAYONARA SIVA

This is a totally heart-breaking news...

SIVA has announced that they will be disbanding after 25th July... (T-T)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

I'll miss Cell's bass guitar really bad, and Kairi's vocals too.

WhyyyyyyyyYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???

First Iori, then the whole band. Hope they won't say 'personal reasons' this time (;___;)

I'm listening to their songs right now. They are one of my favourite bands so this is very painful for me to bear...

I'll cry like crazy now...

Wake-up Call

Okay.

I had fallen asleep while revising Mathematics cuz I was soooo tired. \(>o<)/

Just after 10 minutes or so, from my stereo suddenly a heavy guitar sound screamed.

I was like, "oh god, THUNDERS IN MY ROOM?!" (it was raining heavily okay...).

It turned out to be Rentrer en Soi's 'Re-birth'...

I have to make sure to turn the bass booster off before I go to sleep... (>_<)

I'm going to study now. Thank you Satsuki-tachi. xD

The Confined Space

I have my own sanctuary...

It is the place where everything is perfect for me. A place to escape my troubles, salvaging every pieces of my life I have managed to lose.

Combine that with the available sound system guaranteed to blow your mind off with the bass. That's why when I just receive new beautiful songs I'm sure my neighbours will not get enough sleep v(^-^')

Right now a song titled FANTASY performed by alice nine. is blaring across my room.

If only I have a bass guitar...

New Interest

Tonight I stumbled upon one blog concerning J-Rock and Visual Kei (well, what do you expect from me?).

I went through the contents, scanning for names of bands or artists that I know when suddenly...

A song kicked into my speakes.

The flow of guitar chords struck me so hard the song was etched into my heart immediately.

I looked around the blog and saw the name of the song.

"migite - ellegarden"

I don't know anything about this band but I know a good song when I hear it.

Later I found myself typing the song's name onto the search engines listed to download it.

The song really is awesome! (-_^)b

By the way I don't think they are Visual Kei band. They don't have the looks, ehee... And their musical style reminds me of Blink 182.

I'm off to my melodic realm. Adieu everyone.

P/s: 'migite' means 'right hand'.

Visible Yet Unseen

There exists a window in everyone.

Depends on the people, some open it really wide while others may choose to close it tight and lock it.

In certain ways, the window is the path to a soul's heart. It leads directly to the true personality sometimes deeply hidden and emerge only during certain times.

No matter how hard everyone try to deny it, there is another side of us that perhaps still lays dormant. It is not necessary this other side is an evil one, it can be the much loving and kinder than the dominant part.

There is a certain way to wake the dormant part, and it varies with each person.

Everytime I talk to someone, the window of mine will gradually open, but whenever they nearly reach it and peek into my heart immediately I will stop them. Then I will close the window and draw the curtain shut.

I am still pretty naive of the world. While the world revolves I still dawdle and wonder when will I understand the way it moves so I won't be left behind.

This way although I am slow to learn but at least I can keep up with the rest of the peers.

Well then.

Cleaning the Dust

Ah, yeah. I haven't update this blog for some time.

Paperworks hinder me from posting something. Lack of idea of thing to post about also contribute to this.

Today is April 1st.

Honestly, DON'T try to trick me. It just pisses me off when I believe in something you guys told me only to have you laughing at my back. (-.-')

And we are supposed to not get mad at those right?

I'd say the rules of April Fool is quite unfair.

Shou said once to his fans before a concert, "Right, let's ignore the rules!!"

Soooo, if you guys really wanna say those two words (April Fool) to me, prepare for some consequences okay? XD

It is not good to lie at your friends. Chances are, they'll hate you after that.

Even though they might laugh along with you when you tell them the truth, I am sure deep inside some of them will curse and swear to not believe in anything you say.

That would be quite troublesome, isn't it?