Melodious Re-Birth -the distortion-

Malicious stares, impure thoughts
Now returning to the site where all began

So, the light really does hurt my eyes
So, the soil really does reject me
The heart melts, and flows out
Onto the place where you once sleep on

I saw the shiny surface of the pool besides the appartion of you
Gazing into the mirror, reflected only is an angel who weeps eternally

So i succumb into a lonely sleep painfully
Cradling my own mangled limbs
My wings are broken and weak, unable to carry me to you anymore

I fall asleep while being drenched in sorrow
Uncured of my mortal disease of longing
Breathing heavily, the void in my chest tightens

I don't want you to disappear anymore, please
Holding onto our precious promise close to my heart as if it is breaking
I wish to see you now

PRIMORDIAL PRELUDE

It has been said that the heart knows where
So I cast away my grace and becoming who I am now

The unsatisfying convulsion is painfully alone
It is in dire need of another to please it

I searched for the perfect one and found it
Scatter them within me
The amniotic coffin has been prepared
Lay the soul rebirth to rest there

The unstable minute being
I want to cradle you in my arms

PRIMORDIA

This is...
The depth of the beginning
Where it will reform

Suffocating and drowning
Again fear seize you
Hold onto the last shred of consciousness
Find yourself in shackles and sink

You are dissolving
Scatter your final thoughts
Which will be washed away by the current

You can hear them, you can feel them
The harmonic requiem that prays
The satisfying convulsion
Towards the crimson amniotic coffin
It will be over, soon...

It is confined in a tiny minute shell, still insignificant
It will just flow to search for the place of beginning
Lovely little bubble drifting deeper within

The life temporarily leave you
A beatiful canvas of grotesque arts
The speck of white fleeting beings are forgotten by the waves

Lovely minute being
Ah, I long for you...

PRIMORDIAL INTERLUDE

I am drifting
Opening the eyes, the hazy white liquid
Where am I?

The scent of the amniotic coffin is unmistakable
Gazing upon the faint light dimmed by the foams

Slowly forming
I will be complete once again
To draw another breath in the tainted world

My minute shell shall I cast away
I have found another minute unstable vessel

Amidst the joy and luscious agony
I exist and will never be without them
Trapped within the endless cycle

Please welcome me with open arms
My dearest Creators, who have gifted me with parts of their physical form
I shall be your happiness

PRIMORDIA ~another story~

I am burdened by the cuffs that once restrained me
The wavering silence diluted the moment, I drown in the loneliness

Melting away while the ashen sky went still
I walk along the shores that resemble our promised eden
A pale lily blooms, as I let myself drift into the everlasting ocean

Sound of waves echoes, resounding within me
as I stumble along my way to see you
Grasping onto every bits of memory left
I don't even know if they are real or fabricated truth

I escaped my confines, just for a mere glimpse of you
Wandering alone, under the ashen sky
the vox is resembling your laughter, tearing me apart

The flickering light faintly pierces the mist of yesterday
as I stumble along my way to see you
Reminiscing how we say goodbye to each other
my heart breaks as I know the memory is real

Melting away into the future, as I drift within the ocean
Lifeless, hoping the currents to bring me back to you

Moon Prayer

I thought I had grown stronger.

My strength, is just a sad lie. Truth is I am still the weak-hearted person I wish to forget.

Right now I am hoping that Music might distract me from this feeling that is pressing against my chest.

Cold, prickly thorns of Sorrow. I hate partings and farewells.

I still cannot forget the pain of last year...
I want to laugh as if it is nothing but I cannot.
I smiled yet I can feel it breaking.
My heart melted and flows.

Dearest Elegant Rose, Elegant Butterfly...
I fear this day, this date.
It is painful, and I miss you.
Even though we did not meet, did not know each other personally but still...
Emptiness clenches my existance knowing that you are not here anymore.
I wished to just fade away, but now I have found a reason to stay.
As God has given me The Rose.

"Let's metamorphose, together."
I can never look at the others without imagining you there.

Stay calm.
Be strong.
You have changed.

I will let you stay.
Please, in return, let me stay like this.
Immobile, weak, in my resting place.
The scent of Roses shall greet me.
Maybe we will meet, someday.

Until then, Dearest Elegant Butterfly. I await the moment of Reunion.

Elegant Butterfly

Exactly a year ago, I weeped in sorrow as the day dawned.

The news of the ascendancy of a great person to the glorious sky reached me.

Such beautiful, elegant person, the lovely butterfly, had acquired a pair of wings and broke through the chrysalis. Leaving the tainted world behing with a smile.

Today is not the time to grieve.
Today is not the time to shed tears.
Today I will appreciate the memory of his.

Jasmine You...
May you rest in peace.

「結露」 -dewdrop-

What did they think of when I was conceived within her lotus flower?

Did they invisioned me as who I am now?

My beloved nearly-withered bouquet of blue roses...
I am nearly consumed by the desire.
Fallen deep into the endless sea.



"You have reverted back."
"Welcome home, finally."
"Amidst the demeanor you have, you are still pretty much the same."

"I feel like breaking."
"A slight touch, painful."
"Fragile, helpless. Bound to the tainted earth."

"Which one is the truth?"
"Which are the lies?"

"I don't know myself."
"I honestly don't know."
"Please let go of me."

The touch of my own cold fingers is cracking the glass wall.

Maybe someday, I will be able to break through it.

And the merciless white room shall be painted with dreams.

Veil of MARIA

"May I sing a light?"

"You can break my shield..."

You have done that many times. I am thankful for that.

"When do I trance?"

"To that way..."

"It's so long."

This torturous distance is just too small a challenge to make me let go of you.

"Say a word."

"I know you want to feel wind and sea."

"And I will send to you fast."

It has been a while since I listen to this, 砂月－さん.

運命FADE

I gaze into the hazy tomorrow and begin to fear the light.

I can feel my foolish heart melt and it escapes through my eyes.

I need salvation, that is why I want more and more sinful sensation.

So that is why I consumed many things that can intoxicate me, to distract myself from the fear.

A scream of terror resonates within me and that is when I began to crumble.

Please hold me together and never let go of my hands.

Tighten your grip and whisper me "good night".

Motionless in my chamber.

A stagnant mind is invaded by a song.

Lured by the siren.

I long for you.