LAUGHSTAR

Hyah-ho!

It has been a while (>_<"). I just can't post due to difficulty in time-management.

I will strive to divide my time well \(ë)/.

My resting place is now filled with the melody from T.M.Revolution. It really feels like a club tonight XD. In fact, I think I begin to annoy my neighbours due to the heavy, chaotic beats.

It can't be helped. It IS T.M.Revolution.

Until the sunrise. Good night.

HOWL ~kaze no naka~

I wonder why after I tear the dark clouds I still can't see
Is it you the one I truly miss?

The melody the wind during the night
They lull me to sleep
Opening up the memories I have long conceal

On the verge of tears
I run and shout your name on top of my lungs
Hugging the fleeting shadow of you
If only you can stop for a while
I just want to touch your face before you go
Eternally will be with me

Burdened by the guilt of wounding you
I try to apologise
but you are nowhere to be found

I try to convey my apology in the wind
I want to hold you
with this withered hands
I will carve your name inside my mind

I embrace the echoing sorrow
Wiping up tears I now sit alone
Deprived of another pair of hands
I fall back to my previous self
I keep trying to forget you
But your smile really hurt me so

Just let me be in peace
I don't even know why I end up here
Letting you go
I only hope you'll ever forgive me
For it is the only thing I seek from you now

Forgive my dying breath
I shall use it to say your name

To Infinity

I am so tired. My whole body is sore. I got four blisters on my feet (>A<).

After the bushido training I really, really felt great. Although great pleasure has a great price. Now I cannot run fast due to the pain on my feet.

I was told by the seniors that my strike is quite powerful but it lacks speed. The strength in my strike can break my opponent's defences but if they are quick they just dodge and counter.

The seniors showed it to me when they just take two steps back when I charged at them my attack will miss.

Lucky they were using bamboo swords. If not then I will be headless.

Then I will haunt the roses in their dreams...

Koi

Right now Aki is really tired. He doesn't even know if his heart is still beating or not.

Right now his hands are not filled by another. He is missing the feeling of twenty fingers.

Right now he is trying to rest. Emptying his mind of distractions that make him restless.

Right now Aki is very lonely. He actually wants to hear the annoying sound that always wakes him up.

Right now he is keeping his distance from the others. He is concealing the truth deep within.

Right now his chest is aching. He is confused.

Right now he is reading a book. Pleasing himself with words of the dead.

Right now he is smiling without reason. He just has the urge to do so.

Go and listen to the requiem, beneath the veil.

Tsuki no Namida

I watch the moon cry
the illuminated window creaked
as I lean forward the cold glass
Touching the flaws
Heavy sigh escape my lips
Why should this happen?

The stars embracing
soothing the killing loneliness
One by one they sing with haunting voices that stay

Cold breath on the lily
Forgive me...
Those hands are not grasped
Those tears do not belong on the ground
They are suppose to be on my shoulder

Silver light fill my place
Sitting on the quivering bench
I wonder if we will make it there
The heat from your hands
it still lingers on my cheeks

The dawn is approaching
The dark is retreating
Shall I be there?
Shall I break the binding fate that shackles you to the sad past?

Just tell me you are still there
Just a single heartbeat will be enough
I long for your voice

Miyavi

Let's talk Miyavi.

Okay, so he's one of the Visual Kei J-Rocker out there. What's special about him?

He is UNIQUE in his own way, that is.

He started his musical career when he was 18 years old I think. He joined a band called Duè le Quartz and stayed with them until its disbandment in 2002. From there he started his solo project.

That's when he really shines. And he captivates me with his music.

I knew about him from a friend. She suggested me to listen to his music.

At first I was like 'yeah sure...' but upon hearing his 'Dear My Friend'...

I knew a good song when I heard it.

I found myself searching for more of his songs. They are very addictive.

Lately he faces many negative messeges and emails from his own fans. Just imagine the people we love have turned against us. That must hurt a lot.

The reason for this is when he announced his graduation from PS Company. After a while he again announced something unexpected: his marriage to a J-Pop singer Melody.

Although he is very pissed, he still says 'I love you all' to those fans.

Less than a month ago he launched his own company, 'J-Glam Inc.'. And he revealed his actual name, Takamasa Ishihara.

I have high hopes for him.

And I will continue to support him.

Hisashiburi

Ah, it has been a while since my last post.

Again I apologise (>_<). Tight schedules hinder me from posting almost anything. It is very hard to find a slightest, tiny, tiny space to insert 'blogging'.

Anyway a toast for my favourite vocalist: Satsuki (ex-Rentrer en Soi)!! I have been given the honor to listen to 'Awake'. Now I crave for more of his songs.

Lately I have been listening to 'Headache Man' by the GazettE. It has meaningful lyrics and we can feel the anger in this song.

I hope I will have time to update more tomorrow.

Good night dear roses. Into the melody bath...

So Beautiful...

Imagine the sunset.

Imagine the way the sun shines her light onto our faces as we watch her dissapear into the horizon.

Got that?

Now, instead of the sun, picture the moon in a similar fashion.

That was what I saw just now.

It's not that the moon emits its own light, but the way its yellow figure sinks into the dark...

It is very beautiful.

Too bad it was very brief. The moment I saw it immediately I know if I went into my room to get a camera I could lost it forever. It happened so fast. At first it was a full circle visible. Then after about 10 seconds a quarter of it was swallowed by the dark edge.

*sighs*

My very first look to a 'moonset'...

In the Silent Night

I am all alone now. The only sound in my house is the song from my stereos.

Luckily I have something to do. At least I won't be bothered while I finish up my work.

Now I want to apologise to anyone that happen to stumble upon this blog of mine because of the delayed posts. I am still a sophomore okay? Paperworks and stuffs, as usual...

I can't wait for Satsuki's solo album 'AWAKE'. Honestly he scared me when I saw his current picture, the one with the long straight hair. I thought it was some random J-Pop female singer but on further inspection...

Support him dear RES fans. Don't let him alone in the waves of melody else he'll drown and lost forever.

Listen to his 'La Lune' at his official MySpace. It reminds me of the old RENTRER EN SOI from their Sphire Croid era...

Thank You

One of my family members just sent me a beautiful, one-page long poem.

It is really touching.

I'll keep it forever.