Tuesday, December 8, 2009

HI.TSU.GI [nailed shut]

It surely has been a while.

I have neglected this place for more than one month and now I have returned.

Lately I have been into the language of France.

I tried rather unsuccessfully to learn.

But without a partner all the efforts seen to be wasted.

Since then I am searching for someone who posses qualities far surpass mine in order to learn much.

Such person will be able to rip the darkness away from this little heart and banish it away forever.

And together in pursuit of happiness, reaching the distant light although many differences set us apart.

In the heart it is all that it takes. Close the eyes and summon the images of the other self and hold true to the light.

I am now alone, trying to ingest the impurities of the world that has come to me as of now.

Why am I unable to escape the past?

One I would give everything to discard them away?

So they will never bother me again?

I want to gather enough courage to say the words.

Yet I cannot.

So now I am pretending that I have forgotten all but the present and the future.

Forgive me, the person who I have handed my trust before.

I do not wish to mingle with you nor the minions you still keep under your wings anymore.

This is goodbye so please...

Just stay as a memory...

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