A few hours ago, my heart died.
I couldn't believe that I failed, my plan to make me feel nothing when I walked away from them...
...it didn't work.
I was fighting the tears when I shook hands with them, then they pulled me in an embrace and everything crumbled.
The tears welled in my eyes as I saw their faces when each one of them gone home.
And when it was my turn...
It hurt so much.
After the huggings and shaking hands, I turned and started to walk away.
Then they called and smiled softly.
That was when everything fell apart.
I ran away from them in fear I would show tears in front of them.
I ran away because my legs were frozen, as if not wanting me to leave.
It had been a while since I last spent time with them, but they greeted me with the same warmness as the first time I met them.
Even though I avoided them, they still find a friend in me.
I am a fool.
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