Insomniac

So I am one of the people who is cursed with insomnia. *sigh* Tomorrow surely I'll have panda eyes... But on the bright side I can spend time to watch the sky while listening to my songs.

The way each day just getting worse, but I never regret that I choose Visual Kei as my style, my life. My old friends were surprised when I started listening to the songs. Some even left me, saying that I had changed. That's true, I had changed BUT in a good way! It's better this way than my previous one.

Before Visual Kei, honestly I was on the verge of becoming what people called 'Emo'. I even had those universally-recognised Emo bangs. I was a loner by nature, and also silent. I mean, only some of my friends ever heard my true voice. Yeah, actually I'm hiding my true voice, concealing it with a sort-of whiny sounding. That voice is usually used before people who I trusted the most, and that's only a handful.

*sigh* The sky looked dark, there were not too many stars. Tried to count them but stopped, that was just downright stupid.

Back to the topic, after adopting Visual Kei, I lost some friends and gained new ones. This new ones didn't even judge my taste in music, they didn't care about it. They really were wonderful... They shared with me their songs, asking me opinions whether I find them beautifully sung or something :D. I find that act soothed me.

I'm glad, really glad... Although they didn't actually approve Visual Kei music but they didn't say that it sucks, too. Yokatta nee...

Long post ends here. Thank you if you read it from the beginning til the end...