Thursday, May 27, 2010

Undergoing Musical Catharsis II

I am sorry for the previous post.

It is just that many things happened simultaneosly and I am unable to restrain myself.

Perhaps that song had triggered everything.


You, do you remember...?

You had appeared before me when I was deep in grief and neck-deep in shame.
You shined the most among others.
You had broke the barrier I had built around me.





You, do you remember...?

The moment you presented a beautiful blue rose?
I hold close to my heart the picture that has inspired me so many times.
I was awestruck by the image.





You, do you remember...?

The moment you went down to an illness.
The others had stopped all activities just to allow you recuperate.
In that time you had received so many questions asking of your well-being.
Do you know that we had planned to present the physical manifestion of our collected affection to you?
You had replied to a friend
"Do not worry"
"I am fine"
"I am sorry I have troubled you"
"Next time, we will meet up again"





You, do you remember...?

The day you went to a path I cannot follow.
I cried so much.
I cried so much.
I cried so much.

I cried so much.
I cried so much.
I cried so much.
I cried so much.
I cried so much.
I cried so much.
I don't think there was another moment in which my tears had spilled that much.
Poignantly, our symbols of affection, one we wanted to present to you, one we wrote wishes for you to get well soon,
They were laid on your grave.





I will never forget you.
I promise.

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