PENANCE

With everything seems to be going on without control, I feel so insignificant.

It's easy to just let fate carry me away to places and situations I'm supposed to have

but sometimes, achieving what I want is much more satisfying.

Therefore I shall strive to better myself. To outdo the past in order to achieve the better future.


Lately I discovered that the person who I look up to is slowly losing whatever grace He has.

He has been reduced to an average person, the passion that drives His creativity absent in the shine of His eyes.

He has chosen a path which I will not follow. What I can do is watch His figure disappear into the horizon as He walks away without even looking back.

It is sad to lose a mentor who acts as a rival as well, but it is unevitable. I'll just advance alone.


That said, The Rose is still irresistable even after months obtaining her everlasting affection.

I'm truly glad I casted away the hesitation and whispered words that bind both of us together with the red ribbon.

Even if her petals are of a darker hue of red than mine, I promise to keep on nurturing her as best as I can.

In return for the beloved scent of the heavens hidden among the vibrant blades she posseses.

Perhaps you are a reward given to me in advance from my own Eden, because you are perfect.

Promise to not let go of me, and I will never release my grasp on you.


Dieu sait, mon cheri, this throbbing in my chest I cannot put into words. All I know it is due to you occupying most of the space in it.