"Heal me now and make me be able to go forward"
Inscribed within the diary, the thoughts of the future
Maybe, someday, it can become true after all
There are a few pages that relates to that name
Folding them together, ripping them out carefully
"These few pages will be inside the red box for now"
The sun sets, and the sea glimmers gold
Can it be? By watching the sunset everyday,
Will I be healed and be able to move forward?
Wishing that I can get up and leave just like that
This 'sickness', others said it is just a symptom
A shooting star outside my window
Shall I make a wish right now?
A few seconds late, but it will surely hear me
"Just a little prayer for the future"
"So please carry it all the way while you shine brightly"
Inscribed within the diary, the events of the past
Should I take away the pages that contained that name?
Being a simple person, I wrote that name casually
But with extra care and multiple times
Maybe I can learn something from this
Maybe I can see something after this
And this 'sickness' of mine will fade away
Along with the recollections of those time
Blinking the eyes, sleeping on the same spot as before
If I wake up, maybe I can see you again
Or in my dreams, maybe I can see you again
But I am unsure if it will help me after all
Gathering all the wishes inside the small jar from those years
Unfolding the diary pages inside the red box
Am I still waiting for something?
Am I still standing still after that night?
Maybe I am dreaming right now,
and by now, only a few seconds passed after that call
"Is there any drug that can stop me from thinking about that?"
"Heal me now and make me be able to go forward"
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