I was surrounded with problems lately.

Surrounded so deep until I am unable to sort everything up, and ended as only a pile of unrecognised junks to be done with.

Therefore it is only normal that I stressed out, right?

That is why, a while ago I went to some trusted friends that were available.

I let out everything from my mind, my subconscious. My everything.

They listened, they concentrated, they focused on me when I spoke.

They advised me, they guided me, they told me what should I consider to do.

"You can be a pretty good actor, but once you slip no matter how small the mistake is it is so damn obvious."

"Calm down, slow down. I think you need to breathe deeply. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. Now, where were we?"

"Never run away. I know, sometimes we wish that someone will come and solve the problems for us and we won't have to worry about them anymore. But remember, others have their own sets of problem too."

"Well if it was me, I will take my time to think deeply. Consider how will your action affect the people around you. Ask them what they would think if you do such and such, and also observe them. Learn how they solve their problms. Ask them their ways to cope with stress. The trick is to open up for everyone. Absorb whatever knowledge they have to offer. Of course remember to repay them some other day."

"You need a good night sleep."

"You're sick. GO SLEEP ALREADY!!"

I appreciate the efforts they made to make me feel better.

They said I am quite calm and a bit laid-back but under pressure I will crack.

They said I am pretty self-conscious. That I am pretty uptight. That I can be very very annoying to deal with.

No fear though. I took all the compliments in a good heart (^_^)V

So enough about all these depressing stuffs!

I made a promise to myself, I will listen to jealkb's first album ROSES this afternoon ＼（'。`）

Sing for me, Haderu-tachi!