[Murasaki no Bara]

It feels like yesterday when I first saw you.

I saw you, dancing and radiating elegance. Amongst even the purest you still stand out very much. Amongst even the beautiful flowers you still stand out very much.

I knew by then I was attracted to you.

But this is not love. Or rather, not the usual sensual and passionate love.

Because, I never wanted you that way.

This is love in its most refined form. Untainted by the malicious thoughts that are always screaming at us.

Now you have fluttered away from my grasp.

There is a voice inside my heart, that always sing and play my favourite melody whenever I am in dire need of one.

Deep inside I knew, it is you. I have kept your every essence and seal it within me so that I won't miss you so much.

It is painful to think that I will never ever feel the warmth of your hand.

It is painful to think that I will never again hear your beautiful voice.

It is painful to think that I will never again bear witness of your beautiful, elegant smile.

I truly miss you.

I love you deeply.

I want to be there with you.

I hope I can see you when I finally begin my journey to the sky.

I just want to be there with you.

I just want to see you now.