My previous canary has lost its place in me.
I had to bid it farewell as now it is able to fly.
Right after I let it go, I found another one.
Another little canary, waiting to be nurtured and being fed.
I cannot believe I did not realise her, so close yet escaped my vision.
A pair of wings, not yet sprouting another two, is still pure, untainted.
But I cannot bring myself to reveal my true affection to her.
I have not assorted my thoughts and decipher what my hearts truly want.
So I am not sure if it is true feelings or just idolisation.
A fatal idolisation. One that will drag even one strong individual to a delirious indignified obsession.
That is why I cannot respond accordingly when she circles me, teasing me, toying with me.
As I am still unsure of myself.
She sings, whistles, just to get my attention yet I do not offer anything in return.
Will I be able to put the pieces of puzzle that littered my inner self together?
Will that show exactly what my hearts really wanted?
As ASAGI-sama has whispered, "God knows".
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