Tuesday, November 4, 2014

誰を思っているの?

A combination of old and present memories. They bring forth a new existence that I can never fathom to begin with.

In the process of witnessing this union, an unknown being is given form and soul. A beating heart is placed inside its chest cavity and it starts to beat regularly.

Where was I last night? The scenery viewed from the ethereal eyes of the form I took in the dream was familiar but I couldn't recall where I had seen it. Was it a cloister from a place I wanted to visit one day, or was it something I created in a whim on seeing the variety of people gathering around the garden?

I don't know.

I was clutching a letter sent from an anonymous someone, a person that I used to know, when I heard sounds echoing in the room where I had stayed for hours. I didn't need to read the letter, as I knew by then that opening its envelop would lead me to another dream that I don't wish to be in.

Upon going outside, I saw many faces from the past; friends I used to be close to, strangers whose physical features attract me so much, people whom I consider as role models, and present friends that I see everyday. There was a lot of people gathering in that small space, but it didn't seem crowded at all. There was still enough room for new people, and I would welcome them with open hands. All those people conversed together, as if they had been friends with each other for a long time. They laughed at the same jokes, and understood each other even though there was surely a language barrier in between them.

Seeing this, I felt like I have accomplished something in this world.

Although, I did noticed that somehow, she sneaked in within the crowd as well. She was reading a letter silently and sharing it with her close friend. I saw them, but I didn't say anything.

I am moving forward, and I won't let ghosts of the past to haunt me forever.

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