Failing to fall asleep. Now my own thoughts threaten to drown me.

It is the exam month, and I am still lacking motivation to study. This is akin to digging my own grave. I still am left behind and haven't picked myself up, it seems.

Again and again, the noose swings closer in my dreams. Is it offering salvation, or merely there to mock the living?

If only you knew.

Yeah, if only you knew.

But it is all in the past now.

I can't spend any more time looking back and reminisce.

With every second passed, I am growing older. I feel that I lost my innocence far too early. I want to revert back to the time where not knowing everything didn't worry me at all.

I am not ready for this stage yet, where adults lie in hiding and baring their fangs. It is a world where everyone races forward and trampling over the bodies of the failures.

Went to a place close where she used to study, and unexpectedly caught a glimpse of her. Didn't know that she would be there as well. All colors drained from my face when I noticed.

It is such a small country.